I want to shift it from: “notifs come in whenever, I do the rest of my life in between”
to: “I am doing my life, I make a lil time in the day for notifs 🥰 in between”
“Allowed” is a weird word, because this is an actively non-coercive experiment.
I “can” go and check notifs whenever I want.
Anytime I feel myself thinking, “I can’t check notifs,” I remind myself, “FUCK NO, i CAN go check it right now if I want.”
Then: “Do I want to?”
I’m v consciously doing this experiment NOT from the super-ego and ENTIRELY from the ego, or not at all, in an effort to increase my sense of self-identification, autonomy, and unrestricted freedom in life.
@AskYatharth
super-ego ~= a part of you that forms as a child to regulate your behaviour and tell you what needs to be done to survive and be accepted
ego ~= your own sense of self about how your actions connect to the goals you want
update: drunk on power, yelling into the void and not listening back is ~intoxicating
Noticing I tend to clear out the 2–6 notifications from my alts on the spot, but when my main has 20+ / 99+ notifications, I avoid touching it until I really have time.
This is a good thing.
Weaponing my completionism.
@AskYatharth
@xsphi Oh, it’s also easier when I have 20+ notifs, and I’m like: I can’t finish this all in one setting.
Versus 2–3, tempting.
All the more reason to let it accumulate.
The more is accumulates, the more of a burden to go through—a virtuous heavening flywheel.
Experiment: only checking notifs twice a day.
Allowed to tweet whenever I want.I want to shift it from: “notifs come in whenever, I do the rest of my life in between”
to: “I am doing my life, I make a lil time in the day for notifs 🥰 in between”“Allowed” is a weird word, because this is an actively non-coercive experiment.
I “can” go and check notifs whenever I want.
Anytime I feel myself thinking, “I can’t check notifs,” I remind myself, “FUCK NO, i CAN go check it right now if I want.”
Then: “Do I want to?”I’m v consciously doing this experiment NOT from the super-ego and ENTIRELY from the ego, or not at all, in an effort to increase my sense of self-identification, autonomy, and unrestricted freedom in life.update: drunk on power, yelling into the void and not listening back is ~intoxicatingNoticing I tend to clear out the 2–6 notifications from my alts on the spot, but when my main has 20+ / 99+ notifications, I avoid touching it until I really have time.
This is a good thing.
Weaponing my completionism.DRUNK ON THE POWER “99+ notifications” and “X+ DMs” and not do *anything about it right this sec*
I will come for you lovely babes
I will come for you having taken care of myself.
Experiment: only checking notifs twice a day.
Allowed to tweet whenever I want. ... I want to shift it from: “notifs come in whenever, I do the rest of my life in between”
to: “I am doing my life, I make a lil time in the day for notifs 🥰 in between” ... “Allowed” is a weird word, because this is an actively non-coercive experiment.
I “can” go and check notifs whenever I want.
Anytime I feel myself thinking, “I can’t check notifs,” I remind myself, “FUCK NO, i CAN go check it right now if I want.”
Then: “Do I want to?” ... I’m v consciously doing this experiment NOT from the super-ego and ENTIRELY from the ego, or not at all, in an effort to increase my sense of self-identification, autonomy, and unrestricted freedom in life. ... update: drunk on power, yelling into the void and not listening back is ~intoxicating ... Noticing I tend to clear out the 2–6 notifications from my alts on the spot, but when my main has 20+ / 99+ notifications, I avoid touching it until I really have time.
This is a good thing.
Weaponing my completionism. ... DRUNK ON THE POWER “99+ notifications” and “X+ DMs” and not do *anything about it right this sec*
I will come for you lovely babes
I will come for you having taken care of myself.
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