I think lately I’ve been struggling most of trying to find a group of people that would love and accept me. The same as I do, that understands my imperfections especially my appearance. I’m so critical of how I think I perceive from others.

Like my current friend group there not bad people. There not even close to being bad people. I just feel fundamentally I have different values than they do. And that’s ok.

They can have all the hype about partying and the drugs. I don’t care what they do. Have fun we only have one life. If that brings you joy then persue it.

I just don’t find that all interesting. What inspires me is seeing drive , ambition, goals in life and hitting those. Whether it’s in life , family, or work I love those that just go do the thing instead of wanting to do the thing.

I struggle a lot lately of doing the thing, but I somehow do it sometimes with no explanation. But my point is I just want to be surrounded by those with the same drive. I understand circumstances but you got to take responsibility.

If your life is miserable, what are you doing to fix that? Are you changing careers? Are you moving away? Are you finding like minded folks to get out of this? I’m just tired of the monotony of my life sucks cause I’m the victim of circumstance.

My life sucks cause I refuse to acknowledge that maybe doing weed and the same dead end job isn’t fulfilling what I want to do in life. That’s my core issue with certain people.

Anyways done ranting. But just spilling my bs all over this trash app.

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